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| Her Fantasy Sophie babygumm (at) mac (dot) com Category: Coming of Age
Her Fantasy She glanced at herself in the mirror. Her tear-streaked face stared back at her, only to make the girl burst into tears yet again. “Why must I be cursed with this dream? Why am I the only one?” She shouts to an empty room, and, like all the other times, all she gets in return is the hollow sound of her voice reverberating on the drywall. “Why can’t I be normal?” She looks up her fantasy online. “F/F spanking”. There, that’s what she wanted, isn’t it? But now, the fear that what she wished for might come back to haunt her, overpowers her, and she exits the screen without a second thought. But the next time she’s alone, she returns to her dreams. She reads the stories and finds that she feels all the same emotions as the heroines. Some capture her heart and she returns to them time and time again, like an old friend that comforts her. She dreams about her beautiful friends, those she looks up to, and feels like a younger sister to… She wishes they knew and could understand what she needs. All she wants is a mind-reader…someone to interpret her deepest and darkest dreams and turn them into realities, and so she can feel…loved? That can’t be it, can it? She IS…so loved! Isn’t she that girl with friends wherever she goes? Isn’t she that girl, that, despite all insecurities and lack of confidence, who can do anything, that superhero to so many? Why, then, is she so distraught and afraid? She wishes that she was pretty enough to warrant being loved in a different sort of way. She wishes that she could find a girlfriend… someone to look out for her and take care of her. She needs a spanking. A cleansing spanking to get rid of self-doubt and insecurity. One to show her how much she is loved. For some reason, cuddling and kissing isn’t enough anymore. She wishes someone would understand. But in a teenager’s world, no one understands you. She’s a 14-year-old girl who is intelligent, creative, funny, kind, gentle, and passionate. She loves all things social action, Jewish, and/or purple. Her favorite accessory is glitter and her multi-colored “braceface” smile. All she has now is her stuffed panda to keep her company as she cries herself to sleep. Someday, will her wishes be granted? |
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| Mary:
gemcollector2001 (at) yahoo (dot) com What a gripping little tale of teenage life for some. This story pulled at my heart strings in many ways, especially the feelings the girl had about her fantasy. I think in some ways it is something that all spanko's go through at some point to some degree. I enjoyed the story even though no outright spanking scene was present. it was well written and heartfelt. |
| Steven:
js (at) smilingwithteeth (dot) com I'm not sure about a few things with this story. I am a bit confused about the girls true wants. If she has a F/F fantasy, yet she's only 14, then she is not looking for a maternal figure, but she's looking for a relationship with a female. So does this mean she is coming of age about being or at least having sexual feelings toward women? If that is the case, I would think that having a spanking desire would play second fiddle to coming to the reality of being attracted to the same sex. My other question has to do with how the word "Jewish" is used here. Is there some new meaning to that word that I am unaware of? I also do not understand why in this day and age, with all this information about spanking available online, why the girl in the story would feel she is the only one? Especially when she is reading online stories written by real people. That in and of itself should allow her to at least feel that there are other people out there who share her own fantasies and desires. The plot itself is simple and straight forward and the writer did a good job of conveying the many different emotions that any person, young or old would have upon admitting to being slightly different than the so-called "norm." |
| Alex:
alexbirch (at) blueyonder (dot) co (dot) uk This is a nicely paced and thought-out story of an anxious and insecure young teenager seeking fulfillment in a way which 'normal society' considers deviant, and the story brings out the fears, the worries and the doubts of this child so well. The 'all that glitters is not gold' adage is emphasised here, where a girl with seemingly all she wants in terms of friends and material comforts is really lost and lonely. There were one or two bits of phrasing here which read a little clumsily but all in all this was a fine story written with a lot of feeling. |
| Kris:
worsci (at) webtv (dot) net It's key to my kink that getting spanked is an act of cherishing each other, and that comment of feeling worthy of that kind of attention speaks to me, as well as all the teenage doubt, despite the character's successes and talents. In need of a little polishing, but a moving piece. |